Realized again that I've been letting my Blog go to waste....haven't written in ages......need to practise my writing & can't seem to find the time to do it. Been busy becoming a new-old me! Realized late last year what my problem was.....it was always ME. I stopped believing in myself. I stopped loving myself...and while it could be said that there were 'others' that may have contributed to that - most of my problems that lay at my doorstep was placed in a tightly-bounded package.....wrapped, sealed & delivered by 'yours truly'! It was a little difficult coming to terms with that little discovery or self realization but when it came to me, it came with full force. I realized that even though I always thought I was happy with who I was......I really wasn't - I was a shell of who I used to be. I convinced myself that even though there were some minor things I wasn't happy about that I was still a generally 'happy' person. But I finally asked myself "how could you not be happy with some things but still be happy altogether?" I was really partially happy. Once I accepted that - I was able to accept the things that needed to change. And now I'm truly happy to report....that I'm on my way to accomplishing just that! CHANGE!
Now to leave you with a little poem that I came across and for some reason - I just like it so I'll post it!
A heart enthralled
-a silly smile
-a sly look
-a gentlemanly gesture
-a listening ear
A heart captured
-an intuitive guess
-a tiny push
-a gentle kiss
-a not-so-gentle kiss
A heart broken
-an unkind word
-an indifferent reaction
-an expected rejection
A heart mended
-a difficult answer
-a promised explanation
-a smart decision
