Emotions are a hellava thing! You struggle to hold on to them, you struggle to let them just go. You pretend with people that you don't care but you secretly need them to know that you do.
But I've realized it's harder to keep the pretense up than not or do I just wear my feelings more on my shoulders than anyone else? I thought I was getting there..that place where no-one or nothing can hurt me....but I was wrong. All these walls I've built over the years and still those dark, creepy, sad and angry emotions are climbing over and engulfing me.