Occassionally I'd be looking back at some old "fat" pictures and be thinking "damn, I look really small in those pictures" - (these would be pictures that - at the time of taking them - I would have felt that I looked really fat in them).
It seems these days that getting back to those 'smaller' days are becoming more and more difficult for me and it freaks me out sometimes. I feel helpless sometimes at my own lack of self-determination and will power. It seems so easy when others make the drastic change in their lifestyles and lose the weight...so why can't I do it too?
It scares me when I think about 2 to 3 years in the future. Would I be looking at pictures of today & saying to myself "damn, I looked really small in those pictures"? I really, really hope not!!!!
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